But, you know what? Despite all the hurt, all the pain, it made me stronger. Yep.
No eating means not smoking. I had'nt smoked since last week. And it feeels good.
Its good that I did'nt smoke. I felt good. I feel not compelled to do anything.
My nights were nightmares. I woke up at night with visions, what with a 4o degree fever. I felt cold despite neither having the air conditioner nor electric fans. I thought there was one on, but there was'nt.
I just drank wheatgrass, liquid form yes, and mangoes. It felt real good.
I drank plenty of fluids, mostly juices.
I gargled warm water with rock salt in it, and it felt real good.
I had this since I was a kid. When tonsilitis strikes me, it makes me weak. But not this time.
I don't know if I lost pounds, but I sure feel cleansed inside.
This is a valuable lesson for me---that which makes us weak actually makes us stronger afterwards. Our body was made to react on new things. When our body adapts, the adaptation makes us stronger.
Now, I feel that I have a new soul. Yep.